The OP's liver is crying out for help, hence the crying episodes. The liver is the seat of emotions.
I wouldn't go another day without adding in several coffee enemas. Just do them for 5-10 minutes at first and add some Sea Salt to them so they won't absorb through the intestinal wall.
The emotional crisis sounds very much like liver toxicity and congestion, coupled with parasite infection.
coffee enemas may be a saving grace to move forward with more cleansing practices that could help get on top of the gut imbalances and parasites/fungal infection.
As a reminder, Gerson found patients were dying of liver toxicity (sepsis or septic shock), not the cancer, when he had them juicing. Cleansing and flushing is taxing on the liver. coffee enemas ASAP.