Yes, I have the same problem, after years of discrimination and abuse, I reached that breaking point as well. I was being forced out of my job by my manager and the rest of our team because of the TMAU. I tried for years, leaving job after job and I reached the point last year where I don't know how to keep doing it, I just don't know how to do it anymore. But now, it's not just my career; I can't go to the store, teacher conferences, anywhere really without being overwhelmed, before, during and after each event. I feel like I don't know how to face the world. Lots of crying going on here too but someone reached out to me today on rare connect and that has been one of the most positive experiences that I have had over the last several years. I don't have the answers but I am right there with you. Mine is Primary TMAU, so it is physical but it has taken it's toll on my mental, spiritual and emotional well being. Either way, hang in there and get help.