Re: Just really want to vent. Feeling depressed and so sick of all these problems.
I hear you & feel your pain. I think I have systemic candida or chronic, parasites. 4 yrs ago, I realized my chest looked weird, I have rotatory scoliois from losing weight when I was already thin so my one rib cage sticks out making my breasts looks strange. And I lost them with the weight I lost restricting my diet too much.
My lower back is hurting right now due to constipation of which I have badly for long time. My hair recently starting breaking/falling out, I may have alopecia. My job is a big drama place. I had a procedure done on my skin & waiting for scars to fade, no sex for months. Hormones out of control but not comfortable with my body now. I'm underweight & almost 40 yrs old.
Repeating colonoscopy this month (been like over 2 yrs) & nervous about results. First one was not good.
I'm so bloated I don't want to do anything. Am spending too much money on this, etc but I have to fix this time for sure. I've seen several doctors & naturopaths yet I always remained inconsistent with their recommendations.
I have white patches under my eyes, mabey vitiligo? And I have to learn to let go of anger for people who hurt me recently. I am too sensitive & kind.