Just really want to vent. Feeling depressed and so sick of all these problems.

I'm just so over everything so I wanted to let it out somehow.

One of the problems I have is social anxiety. What annoys me the most is my heart beating so fast and feeling shaky/trembly. I feel so uncomfortable when I get anxiety, it's like my motor skills aren't smooth and working properly like they should be, I can't think straight and I feel so abnormal.

I also have these other issues; I have a candida overgrowth, I have exfoliative cheilitis (where my lips peel continuously) and skin problems, which might be caused by candida, like keratosis pilaris (red spots that are mainly on my legs).
I have really low self-esteem and ugly purple bags under my eyes. I avoid going out sometimes because I can't help but think how bad I look and people are gonna think I look terrible.

I never go out and I pretty much only have one friend. It sucks feeling like there's no one to talk to, especially when everything is so confusing and embarrassing.
I've tried the candida diet but I find it too difficult, I've seen a psychologist about my anxiety... I just don't really know what to do next. So thanks for reading and if anyone has any advice or just wants to talk, that'd be great. :) Tweet