Re: Just really want to vent. Feeling depressed and so sick of all these problems.
I had bad problems with social anxiety as a kid. It basically went away by going to so many parties and pushing my anxiety that I eventually really did stop caring.
Meeting people turned very easy after a while.
It could also be physical. Candida and other things cause weird shit to happen to your body. The diet route etc really is the only way to get rid of this. I adapted to the diet and I could honestly stay on it for years if I had to. I really don't crave
Sugar or shitty food anymore.
Right now my symptoms are all flaring from a little high of a chelation dose and I'm really tired. I'm also probably going to go take a massive dose of antifungals and try to kill some candida today (the die off is going to suck; but i'm pretty used to it now).
I get bad symptoms and I don't know is its the heavy metals, my adrenals, or the candida toxins and I just have to roll with it. I usually think its my adrenals but those actually seem pretty solid a lot of the time.
It REALLY sucked in the beginning, now it only sucks intermittently. I can function normally about 80% of the time and I'm getting better every day.
One day at a time. Don't think about three months from now. Think about what you can do today to slightly lessen the problem.
Consistency over time will lead to results.
That and trust the process. Thats the one major thing I learned. The people saying they can't cure their candida are rare and the people complaining are the ones that have been here for ages (they may be doing something wrong, not actually eating right etc, I don't really know.) Most people come for a few months read stuff then are never seen again because they don't have problems.