No offense...just frustration because you don't seem to understand how the body is designed to heal itself. I'm glad you are an encouragement to sick people, but I would have never healed, listening to your words of sickness and sadness. My God healed me due to my faith in Him to keep His promise to me. A promise to heal me one way or another. God is fully able, but if He does not heal....then I am to be happy in Jesus, just as I am, seeking His power to endure to the end.
I have never said any different than this. I understand your calling to be encouraging to those who can not heal for what ever reason, they need that. But I am called to encourage those that are meant to heal and not let satan take their blessing away from them.