Injuries in my life - Edited

I think I may have misunderstood some things you said. I'm not feeling too great today, die off and am depressed. I don't think I'm going to sleep good tonight, or ever again, and may not walk again for all I know. When things go bad for me, they go REAL bad, and fast. I need to quit posting on the internet altogether, is what I need to do, and right now. No earthing mat is going to help me. No healing for this body, only suffering. Life sucks then I die. My immune system is gong to turn on my liver and kill me, and fast.

Am looking forward to that stuff you say you're going to send. I have a gouge in my leg where the ER MD cleaned it out, it seems. I'd like to see if slippery elm in Wound Pack/Restore etc., with help fill that in and heal it better than I thought possible. :) I'll mix it with sterile distilled water if that's OK. You're sure this brew won't re infect my wound, right?

The nurse at the ER said about the oral Antibiotics : "this will kill it for you". I though to myself : "so will garlic". He also thought cayenne in a wound might put a new bacteria into the wound but I have kind of a hard time believing that could happen.