Day 3 has passed now. I had a lot of fun and spent most of the day outdoors in the blistering heat, drenched in sweat. At times it felt cool and then unbearable.
Sometimes this feels easy and then a moment later it feels hard. I'll experience terror followed by calm. Something will appear dumb and then genius. Then I begin to feel an ecstatic confusion at how little I know for sure about this world.
I said I would eat today but I feel anxious about it. I started halfway through the week after beginning the first 3 days of the week entheo-fasting, eating and then entheo-fasting the last 3 days recorded here. I have doubts about eating right now. But I'll follow through anyway so I can reinforce the concept of sticking to a plan.