Well, it's good to know that 'the great Fonty' is keeping Curezone safe from posts that don't meet his requirements and specifications (a bit JUDGEMENTAL). No doubt, you are constantly upset that the world does not operate according to Fonty (what is the other word for constant sadness?), but all is not lost, you do find respites of happiness whenever deletion of a post occurs (your 'meaning of life'?), yet Fonty is not judgemental, just one of the 'great deciders' of the universe (a VERY stressful position) who has decided that "the WAY I am posting" is 'UNACCEPTABLE', yet CZ has not included him in the posting rules. Renegade that I am, I will not be begging the forgiveness of "the great Fonty".
The saddest thing in your post is that you actually become HAPPY (THANKFUL) when a post is deleted (that is what it takes for you to be HAPPY?).
Respect other people's right to face their own conflicts and demons (do not prevent their healing) no matter what your decree, oh great one.