Re: Gentle Guidance Requested

What's the status of your emotional system?
What's your gut feeling?
How do your guts feel? Are they wound up, tight, in a knot, in tension most of the time?
Does your gut feel like it's begging you for release, escape, freedom, help?
Listen to your gut.
The guts have enough nerve-cords & fibers to make up a whole 2nd brain. It has a direct link & communication going both ways to the brain. It does not just tell it when it's hungry. Your guts are the deeply connected to your emotional being /astral being & body. It has a deep inner wisdom.
The emotional body, when under too much stress can cause serious health trauma, chronic illness, to the physical body, not to mention the mental body, eventually.
There is a point when you have to take care of yourself, out of survival.
It makes no difference if you're bigger, stronger, or heavier then he is physically.
If your core is in danger, you will know it.
Listen to your guts.
They will know what you need to do to keep you from trouble or permanent/serious illness.
Anyone can choose to sacrifice their life, nerve-force, vitality, for another person, & it's a noble thing, but personally, I've had enough of wasting my vitality on substance-abuse addicted selfish monsters who've disconnected themselves from their higher reality & let themselves treat me cruelly on a continual basis where I get to the point where I nearly die because my guts are threatening to burst, because I want to do what I vainly imagined to be the right thing, & give everything I have to help this wretch out of a misery that only that person can pull himself out of.

My energies are better spent serving, loving & giving to those who are truly in need, not in need because their addictions & selfish lusts (alcohol... you name it) have cut themselves off from their higher/rational/healing divine self, but in need because they are sensitive, humble, caring souls who are being threatened & do not know where to turn & do not know where to even seek help or guidance & need a loving & understanding heart to help them transcend & learn & understand.