Re: WOW - fantastic post
You also just described me as a kid! and even now I dont feel comfortable in groups and am not very expressive or witty verbally. I can write better than express verbally.
I also preferred animals to people. I had 8 metal fillings in my mouth since I was 12 years old- (when my social problems started) I remembmer swallowing chunks of mercury as the dentist let alot of it drip into my throat while putting in the fillings. I remember feeling extreemly zoned out and dizzy in the back seat of the car driving home from those dentist visits after each filling was put in.
I didnt know why I felt dizzy from the dentists office. I just figured it must be what happens to a person when they get a filling--that its like how being "stoned" must feel.
I might add that I didnt have any novacaine shots while getting the fillings-- for some reason, the dentist didnt believe in pain killer shots, but would give us a lollipop after our dental visit instead.
Later in life, I got dizzy spells after drinking hot drinks, or crunchy foods -- only to learn it was encouraging the mercury to vaporize more from the fillings -- creating that familiar "dizzy vertigo"
I also have candidas and yeast infections quite often-- and I read mercury contributes to this.
My memory has never been good- especially short-term memory. and I've always been 'shy"-- even being awarded the "shyest person" award in my graduating class.
Now that I am getting my fillings removed two at a time, I am noticing a big difference in all aspects. I know I will have setbacks as mercury lodged in my body begins dumping all over the place after the last filling is out- so that is when I will be chelating. Right now, no chelating yet- but just detoxifying the organs (liver flushes, etc)
Boldyloxx