Re: Chalcid Wasp?
Hello again, Katherine.
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I do realize there are probably gazillions of monsters attacking me inside right now.... I have panic attacks when it gets the better of me. So, I'm trying not to let it get the better of me.
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Accomplishing this can be a great first step you've taken.
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For whatever reason, tonight has been particularly bad again (almost like a new cycle is starting?)...
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Quite possibly. If you write down the dates of when these apparent 'cycles' begin and end, as simple as it sounds, it's something that could help you to understand the process better, at least in terms of repetitions. With a dataset large enough [a set of numbers], things should begin to get clearer over time, because life itself seems to be a cycle.
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I have new weeping sores about the size of a quarter on on breast and the almost constant sensation of being stung - followed by intense itching. Much more so than recent days.
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Doesn't sound good. I think you've been right trying to get to the bottom of this.
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I could have sworn I was seeing metallic flecks on my fingers... Also, related or unrelated I'm not sure, I now have a terrible chest cold and am coughing up phlegm and have a fever and chills and no voice. If the Humaworm people are right that this is Strongyloides,
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then the fact that I have both cutaneous problems and a chest cold and GI discomfort all together makes sense.
I'm the kind of person that wants to dig, dig, dig until I have an answer that makes sense. My Doctor was trying to caution me that it's possible we may not find a clear cut explanation to the whole thing. But I'm still going to try. I told my husband I'm not going to be a victim in this.
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I see that as a good attitude, but in my opinion you may need a lot more than positivity to get anywhere with this problem. Personally, I don't [can't] accept anything but facts when it comes to disease.
You seem to be displaying what in my opinion are 'classical' curezone symptoms, because so many posters have reported similar ones over and over again. The way I see it, if you don't identify exactly what and where the source of your problem is, you could find yourself also 'classically' shooting in the dark year after year, as so many posters seem to be doing according to their posts.
Some quick questions that I ask are:
Are there 'Chalcid wasps' in your body or did one just happen to be there with the samples? In that case, why is your body allowing these wasps to colonize you? Is there "something else" colonizing you? If so, what is it? Are you in fact displaying Strongyloidiasis? If so, why? How can all of it be fixed so that Health is restored?
In my opinion, anything or anyone able to answer those simple questions with simple verifiable answers -all backed by undeniable evidence- should become [at least] a part of the solution to your problems. Anything else should be, well, just anything else.
I agree with Rabbitears' opinion that it may take more than owning a microscope to understand your problem completely, or at least to a degree helpful enough. In this sense, you should consider the number of good doctors with microscopes at home still unable to understand many biological issues at the most basic level. Of those there are many out there, I assure you, and personally I know a few of them with very expensive equipment piled back uselessly into some closet, basement or attic. In my short experience it's what eventually happens to most equipment in the hands of undedicated and/or unguided individuals.
It doesn't hurt to observe with curiosity, not at all, but according to the symptoms you describe, leisure and curiosity in terms of your health problems are two luxuries I would not afford [just think of the valuable time and possibly resources already spent on identifying this "chalcid wasp", when it's a fact that you nor anyone knows for sure if and why it's there. IF it's "there", it's there today, it'll be there tomorrow and it was there before, doing whatever it is that it's doing to/for your body while all the process of identification took place].