Not so happy now

Looking forward to the end.

Date:   11/26/2005 1:50:24 AM   ( 19 y ) ... viewed 2618 times

Honestly, I'm not feeling so happy right now. Sticking to a long-term fast is hard work. Recovering from cheats (three of them) is hard work. And while I'm not losing weight to appeal to or please others, it would be nice to have a little recognition. My fiance has been fairly supportive, but this weekend he has been complaining that I should stop fasting and that I've lost enough. Even before that, he's never said that I look good, just confirmed that I have in fact lost weight. I guess part of it is that I have recently moved and so I don't know people very well. They may not have noticed the difference, or they may just be politically correct and not comment. Some people stare. When there are events with food, people ask whether I'm not eating... There's just not really ANY positive feedback. Oh well. I'm not doing this for other people, I'm doing this for myself. It will be such a kick to fit into these jeans. If my shopping spree this weekend is any indication (I tried on two pairs of jeans in my goal size and was able to fit into them fairly decently), I may be closer to getting into my goal jeans at home. Did I lose weight over the last few days?
As for comments that I need to stop, I will stop when I like my butt. Now, I know that's a tall order for a girl, but...:P I don't think that it will be taking me as long as I thought it would though. I
What will make me happy and what I'm really looking forward to is eating regularly and being skinny at the same time. I really hope I can pull it off, maintaining the weight and eating normally. I will be so proud of myself. It will be a first for me.

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