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Dreams
of chocolate cake
Date: 11/23/2005 6:57:04 PM ( 19 y ) ... viewed 1863 times I woke up this morning from a dream where I was just taking a slice of frosted chocolate cake and deciding that since I had that, I could now have that pizza from Pizza Hut that is one of my weaknesses. It's so disconcerting to wake up to that.
I felt a lot better though when I then weighed myself and the scale told me 112. I am very dubious about that figure and wonder what brought that about... I have not had that kind of drop for ages and ages... and ages. We'll see if it stays that low. I was prepared to edge down, fluctuating up and down, excruciatingly slowly towards 110, losing around .2 pounds per day or something. So strange.
Anyways, I'm feeling a lot more solid on the fast again now when I look back at the earlier posts, days where I was so close to just going back to a cheat. Last night I also fit into the largest of my goal size jeans (There's so much difference between the different brands...) And I can zip them up. I'm not about to wear them outside like this, because they are rather tight, but perhaps in two weeks? I think by the time I can squeeze myself into the smallest of my goal size jeans, I'll be able to wear the Sevens out.
Anywho, going to my fiances house for Thanksgiving. Hope I can get through the dinner there without too much fuss over my not eating. I'll just say I have a really upset stomach from something I ate earlier. It's probably just takeout turkey from Safeway or something, but it's a sit-down dinner nonetheless. One of those things I don't relish. I am also feeling a little nervous about his mom seeing me. She hasn't seen me since 30 pounds ago, so she'll probably be really surprised. I think generally, she is not opposed to my losing weight, but ... she's never seen me like this.
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