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God is working in amazing ways
God showed me the end from the beginning.
Date: 10/28/2015 8:43:45 AM ( 9 y ) ... viewed 931 times So many things happened over this past week or so it amazes even me. When I first got sick and went into the hospital God showed me a glimpse of who I would become. He said I would have butt length hair, would be around a size 14/16. I didn't think much of it because I was really sick during that time.
I forgot about it and went on with life but then a little while ago my mom said she had a dream about me. In it I was totally well. I was like I was before. I was getting ready to go out with her and we were both in the bathroom. I said mommy look at my hair and it reached my butt. I was like a 14/16 and was totally well. I was like my old self.
It shocked me because I never told her what God told me when I was in the hospital. I didn't believe it so why would I? Before she had that dream I kept praying to know God's will for my life. If his will was for me to smell I would be okay with it but I needed him to give me confidence in myself so I could get out this room.
That dream showed me it wasn't his will for me to smell or lack anything. He wanted me whole. Ever since I realized what that dream was telling me I've been pretty much free from fear.
Then today I was in the bathroom and I started thinking about this sermon from TD Jakes. I couldn't remember the exact sermon or what he said but it was something like when God gives you a promise he gives you a witness and I felt like my mom was that witness.
I came back in my room and listened to music for a while when I looked at the time and it was 7:39 am. I thought let me see what TD Jakes is talking about. I turned it on and it didn't seem like anything important so I went to the bathroom. When I came back in my room and settled down I heard him say when you come to the end of a season there will always be a witness. When Jesus was coming to the end of his season of obscurity John the baptist was his witness when he said behold the lamb of God.
It was the exact sermon that I was thinking about earlier. What were the chances? It had to be God. That's not the only weird thing that happened. Before this all happened I was being chased by the number nine. I saw that number everywhere. I didn't know what it meant but I knew it was significant. Also before the schizophrenia I kept having these reoccuring dreams about running away from these possessed people. It was like 28 days later(I don't know if you know the movie or not).
The dream would always end with me running alone but about a year before the schizophrenia the dream ended. It started the same with me running from them but in the dream I got bitten. I tried to catch someone else to bite them when she said you see the life in my eyes. You can't kill me. I let her go and waited for the death to take over me but instead of dying I started to feel better.
All of a sudden the lights came on and I realized it was all an illusion. A trick being played for Halloween. Well it's been 9 years since this all started and I got the revelation from my mom's dream on the 24th of October. A little less than a week before Halloween.
I don't believe it was a coincidence. God knew the day and year that I would get better and he told me I just didn't realize it.
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