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Changing Jensen's Sheet 18 y
Had a dream about changing
the bedsheet for Dr. Bernard
Jensen, my spiritual father.
7:20 AM
July 26, 06
Had an unusual dream.
I was in the neighborhood of
Dr. Jensen’s Ranch. He must
have been in his elder years.
He was still teaching, and somewhat
incompassitated.
There was a book or two that he had
been inspired by. I did not hear him teach.
His teaching was more like talks lots of time,
very spontaneous and inspired in part.
He always began his chats with
the sentence, ”I feel Wonderful!”
and sometimes, ”How do you feel?”
but then, never really gave the other person
the chance to say how they felt.
One of his standing jokes
to get a laugh w ... read more War at Home 18 y
Reminding myself
what is most important now.
Peace needs to start right here
in my Space.
11:39 AM
July 24, 2006
The heat broke this morning
as Marcy, a new friend, was sharing
her intimate self. I did the same.
We both felt like we were spent.
She did not have much time to regenerate
this weekend, being on call in her caretaker roles.
I want to appreciate that Mercury Retrograde
is over in four days.
This is still a window of opportunity to complete
deadlines. The biggest good I could do for myself
would be taking on the completion of my ’05 tax report.
I will mail off the Sales Tax completion,
call Asgede to let him know the generator fix
is not ho ... read more Where War Ends 18 y
How to end the war in the Mid East.
9:38 AM
July 23,06
Went to Bea’s 15th last night....
there is a special name for it...
I don’t know how to spell it...
it is an initiation for a girl when she is 15
and is Catholic and Chicana.
Bea is the daughter of Joe Rodriguez.
The event was way out in Fallbrook.
I wasn’t ableto go earlier. The heat wave
was intense.
I left here after six.
Amazed to find that all the work with the generator
was not holding. The new rebult one is still causing
a Red Light to go below the streering wheel.
Came home to a sharp message on my Voice Mail
from Best Friend.
He w ... read more Mandaza 18 y
Mandaza in US...
Good Shaman from Africa.
I like this man.
your eg
MANDAZA KANDEMWA RETURNING TO NORTH AMERICA
September through November 2006
We are happy to announce that our dear friend and medicine man Mandaza Kandemwa will be returning to North America from September through November 2006. Neither Deena and Michael nor the Topanga Dare’ will be hosting him this year. But, he will be visiting several cities so please check the schedule below and please save it. He is looking forward to seeing all of you.
MANDAZA’S SCHEDULE 2006
Please do not respond to this email but call or ... read more Swelteringly Hot!!!! 18 y
Swelteringly Hot...
Moment by Moment
says New Friend Gary.
11:46 AM
July 22, 06
It is swelteringly hot
here in San Diego.
I wanted to head north to go to the Sweet 15
of Bea, the youngest daughter of Joe Rodriguez,
AKA Joe the Farmer.
They are having a mass at the Pala Mission
and then a reception at the Fallbrook Community Center.
Marcy wanted to go, and we decided to take her car
that has air conditioning.
The EG Mobile would be a heat box.
Roads are jammed on five north in part.
http://www.dot.ca.gov/dist11/d11tmc/sdmap/showmap.html
Looking at the weather pattern in Fallbrook, CA
Had an incredible morning o ... read more Eons of Darkness 18 y
Morning insight.
In Good Shape after
going through the darkeness.
Finished Sales Taxes Report
around 5:01 PM
achieved my goal for the day!
12:27 PM
July 21, 06
I would do anything I could do help
my Best Friend. She is experiencing
a living hell, taking her into hours
of anxiety. I do not want to be too specific
of about the circumstances.
There is truly no outward comparison
between our circumstances.
I am filled with compassion for her.
I would go be there now,
now only to help but to get out of the
circumstances of my own torment.
There is some mythic character.
I do not remember who, who received
strength from the Earth. He was weak
when not connected to the Earth.
An opponent lifted him ... read more e.d.t.a 18 y
EDTA..a good thing...
9:07 PM
July 20, 2006
lowered her blood pressure in two weeks,
Took the mercury out of her body.
Extracts the heavy medals.
She was diagnosed with cancer
the cervical kind, and then has a stroke.
She is over irt all,
Dr. Novack in Pacific Beach
sells the powser for $25.00 for
a month’s suypply.
it detoxifies. She uses it with msm.
Good for chemical sensitivity and removes free radicals.
chelates...
chelation..resusitates the cells...
$25.00
quarter teaspoon in morning.
858.270.0022
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http://www.extremehealthusa.com/edta-chelation.html
EDTA Che ... read more Working the #'s 18 y
Working the #'s,
making healing progress.
Shifting to Record Keeping
as an exercise in grounding.
10:30 AM
July 20, 2006
Working in Quicken.
Working with the list of Accounts
that shows.
Having an insight and shift in consciousness
to allow Record Keeping to help me ground,
to help me exercise my left brain.
I have not worked this list of all the Accounts
that shows up ever. I never paid attention to it.
I am going through and opening each of the
Registers I have created over the years.
I am Zeroing out various old Credit Cards
and misscellaneous experiments I started
on the fly over the years.
I want to be able to see and use this list to show
me the amount ... read more Energy Going UP 18 y
Realizing I can fall into the Crack
in an instant these days. Resolving
to increase my Spiritual Practices.
10:13 AM
July 19, 06
Had an impactful day yesterday,
very shocking.
I woke up early with a revelatory dream.
Blogged it,
http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=92&i=1785
then back to bed for an hour
and then to accupuncture at 9 AM.
Jessica, my intern at the Pacific College
of Oriental Medicine Clinic (PCOM)
is a real jewel.
I am amazed how I can drop Soul
Awareness to the depths of my Narrow places
almost like shifting weather patterns.
She treated me for grounding
and emotions.
I have been going through wide ranges
of anxiety, fear, and other feelings
in th ... read more Peaceful Words 18 y
Stephen Longfellow Fiske,
his words just uplifted me.
5:09 AM
I found these beautiful words
on my Getting HIp website just now.
They were written by a Life Long friend of 20
or more years who is one of the most beautiful
Peacemakers in the world, Stephen Longfellow
Fiske.
http://www.lesliegoldman.com/GETTING_HIP/index.htm
I hope you go to his website and
get some of his CD’s to play right now.
We need his strength and inspiration.
Who can you send ”The Earth Anthem”
too right now? Send this link below.
So, the question is, Is there anyone
you could make Peace with right now
to make more Peace in the world?
Hom ... read more I caused the War 18 y
I Caused the War...
Twp poems.
What could you be doing
to make Peace in the World
right now?
4:56 AM
July 18, 2006
These are two poems I
am inspired to reprint from
my Getting Hip original website.
I am having some internal configuration
problems...DAH, as Kermit might say...
Here are the two poems.
See my other blog
Revelatiory dream
for the background that goes with these poems...
http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=92&i=1785
Thank you.
I hope you are using your Higher Talents
right now and following your Soul’s Heart’s
Desire for you to make Peace in the World.
Even if you are stuck in your own bed right now...
there are things you can be doing t ... read more Revelatory Dream 18 y
The way I am doing things right now
is no way to run an airline.
4:00 AM
July 18, 06
Just had a Revelatory Dream.
I was with Livia Szekely,
the daughter of Edmond Bordeaux Sxekely,
the man Essene Renaissance pioneer of the 20th century.
Alex, her brother was in the dream.
I was with Sarah Livia on some kind of date.
We were spending time together at the house
where her mother still lived.
There was a seething round earth mound
that was billowing smoke and at one point
we went down there. She was showing me the old
house that I had visited years ago. It was in ruin
from proximity to the billowing pit of semi fire
eruption in th ... read more Prayer I want to revise 18 y
Prayer to be revised later...
July 15, 2006
9:00 PM
feeling kinda out of it.
At Rhonda and David.
Just finished a Jewish Renewal meditation
and drumming, but my head is semi into the
stuff around the record keeping incapacity.
Daughting what I did yesterday. I feel so
ashamed that I do not know how to generate
a Quicken Report that shows me what I want.
So much effort. I feel I am missing my life.
Judith always says I rise up.
There is a Renewal gathering in Santa Cruz
next month. I thought I might want to go,
but my Jewish alienation feelings were coming up.
Want to return this borrowed pray ... read more Perelandra 18 y
I feel good about
the Perelandra work
with Nature.
http://www.perelandra-ltd.com/Excerpt_W36.cfm
I was reminded about Perelandra
in a comment last night.
I have always felt very good about this work.
The last person who brought it up was
Michael Besancon, the regional President
for Whole Foods who said he was going to
send me a copy of this book.
It is all about Nature.
Hmm...I ran into an interesting
quote last night on a ”The Last Samarai”
site:
I do feel good about this work.
I have a lot of Flower Essenes on my altar.
Said to say, I look at them more than use them.
Thanks Chironrainbowbridge:
http:// ... read more Good Morning 18 y
A good Shabbat Morning
slowing down
making something Spiritual
of Financial Organization
while I listen to some Holy Tunes.
10:10 AM
July 15, 06
July 15--isn’t that the birthday
of Dania Bilene Miller, my first
college fling?
Are you out there Dania?
Are you alive?
Are you living?
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Enough of that.
Just created a New Pretty Paper cover
for a three ring notebook that says
Monthly FInancial Report
inflow and outflow
All Accounts Year to Date
Then there is a binder...
I like this pretty paper--
one of those you can put in your computer
and print on..
this one has lovely early Fall Fruits on it
as a drawing on the bottom.--grapes,
pears, grape leaves.
Are you coming over to ... read more Last Samarai-A Good Movie 18 y
"The Last Samarai, " I like this movie.
Saw a cut up version on TV
and appreciate the DVD.
I like this movie.
your eg
http://www.neoseeker.com/forums/index.php?fn=view_thread&t=230660
Captain Nathan Algren (TOM CRUISE) is a man adrift. The battles he once fought now seem distant and futile. Once he risked his life for honor and country, but, in the years since the Civil War, the world has changed. Pragmatism has replaced courage, self-interest has taken the place of sacrifice and honor is nowhere to be found - especially out West where his role in the Indian Campaigns ended in disillusionment and sorrow.
Somewhere on the unforgiving plains near the banks of ... read more Terrifying morning 18 y
Haunting moments with
Money Numbers
10:09 PM
July 14
Had a good counseling session
this eve
with Judtih Larkin Reno.
I feel empowered.
More tomorrow.
11:19 AM
July 14, 06
Came up for air,
been down in the Crack
working with Money Numbers.
It is hard to fathom the interwhined
emotions that come up when I hit
a stumbling place with numbers.
Some of it is just not reasonable.
This morning I started the day
clearing my head and giving myself
therapy for the progress I wanted to make.
I want to generate various kinds of reports
and get a sense of Income vs. expenses for the house
so I can ... read more |