I want to add this.
what would you eat if it was the last day of your life?
I was thinking yesterday, would Lapis eat raw the last day of his life? you bet it. Also CF, for how he was talking now. What about others? some would eat like children, ketchup over icecream which has also its grace.
I think we all should act as if it was the last day of our life, as the toxicity of a divided mind is worse than anything. But we are all so very scared of ourselves.