Babycakes,
Trust me I have considered moving on...I don't want to! I know what I would be loosing! I know we both have our faults, I know my mistakes and I want to change to better myself...especially for me if anything! 20 years is a long time and although I may only be in my late 30's...I really don't want to have someone else's shit come along and start the guessing to figure it out again...I've gone thru enough and I can't picture myself with anyone else...I do Love him...always have...always will..
Life is short....