Sorry I haven't been on this forum forum for a couple of days, my phone is out. You don't seem to understand the seriousness of the situation, and it seems other people don't either...(strange). Your mother (the person whose body you came out of, and the person whose body you are actually made) is threatening something even my family never threatened, OK, first things first. NOTHING can get better until your family stops threatening you, and NOTHING can get better until your family understands that it is not a loving thing to do.