Nora. My sister was cutter and burner as well. It wrenched my heart to see the images you post. Your pain is on the inside, it is so deep you feel you are evil. I know the feeling. I firmly believed I was an evil person for a long, long time. Snorting cocaine, speed, crystal meth, anything I could do, just to HURT MYSELF because the pain is too much. I think you need help. Spiritual help, psychological help, something. Please, don't let this go on. You are a beautiful woman. If you enjoy the cutting and pain so much, at least get tattooed. It's pretty close to the same and it is much prettier than that. I know you might need a reminded of who you are and what happened to you. That's why I have tattoos. But please stop cutting yourself.
Jess
PS. Read the book the places that scare you, by Pema Chodron.