Really happy to see your post. Maybe coz of you were a soldier before, u are much tough than most of us.
Talking about game. I dun think doctors and dentists lied on me. This is pointless to do so. They all know that how happy I am if they can smell my bb (coz I dun need to waste my time proving that its not imaginery bb again). But the truth is everytime I ask, they will gimme me a negative answer. Its more hard to cure my bb than those who stink all the time coz I really dunno when the bb comes and goes. Totally no idea! If my closest family members and doctors can't smell my bb how can I know the pills or therapy I take is useful for my bb or not. I'm hopeless, really hopeless. Its toooooooo difficult to win this battle.