I just wanted to say that I'm 31 years old too. I'm male from the UK. Like you I'm strapped for cash. Oh and I'm suffering from debilitating fatigue (candida).
Having read your story all I see is a lot of hurt & pain.
I feel that you are taking your (understandable) frustrations out on other people. I know because I do the same. Its impossible not to when you have candida.