I wish you truly all the best on this cleanser. I just read your reply and I'm numbed by how those words could have easily come from me.
I've found my focus and ability to retain information has incredibly improved (I'm on day 22) and my cravings for the things I'm addicted to (everything) are not pestering me anymore.
Generally speaking, I'm an all or nothng kind of gal. I usually end up going for ALL. So, I'm putting all my focus into abiding by this cleanser so I can become healthy and gain some control over my life. I'm trying to use my extra time and energy (freed up by not obsessing on food and other things) to be contemplative and understand myself so I can more effectively address my issues.
Very good luck to you. I hope you attain your goals and so much more.