Re: How my hell health affects my mental health. Very obsessive..

I cant get control of my mind on this. Theres no way in hell I could have a positive spirit when my health is in turmoil every minute.

Cant enjoy a nice hot shower because if I have a bowel movement before my shower or eat something before my shower,I feel worse in my stomach during my shower and after. Showers also make me more weak and make the moving feelings in my body more stronger.

I cant get up everytime off a chair without feeling lightheaded or faint. Just normal functions like this..

NO WAY I CAN!