Unfortunately you see everything in reverse just as the pharisees did and it's because you have the same religious spirit and jezebel spirit they had. Just like those pharisees, you call good evil and evil good. Just like those pharisees you despise truth. You are not a follower of Jesus, but rather a follower of false religion just as the pharisees were. You really do have scales over your eyes and an inability to correctly see. You need a lot of deliverance. I hope this helps.