Nope, you've got the wrong person. I've never been a JW. I've studied it some and have listened to ex-JW's horror stories. You might want to give my questions some thought. Eternity without the real God will not be pleasant. In fact, wasting your whole life away working for a false religion, a false cause, and living in deception is really sad.
How can I be an apostate? I am in a relationship with God. His Spirit bears witness with my spirit that I am His child as Romans 8 describes. I seek Him. No way Jose am I an apostate.