Not alone
ieriechic, how can you be personally responsible for an infection you contracted unknowingly, in a society of ignorant folk, when treated by an underinformed support structure of a medical system?
You're guilty neither by association, implication, or direct action, any more than any of the rest of us by being adam and eve's children and eating the wyrm's apple.
Yes, your much-loved daughter is someone who you can't directly help right at the moment due to conflicts in understanding health and well-being, but it's important to remember that spiritually you are not alone in caring and carrying her through this world.
I've been under the rock-and-a-hard place situation much too often (type 1 diabetes,
Amalgam poisoning, amputee of left hand at age 21 due to cancer, ongoing issues with Hg-induced insomnia). From everything you write it like Job's experiences. ;_;
In the moments of overwhelming fear, remember to make warcries. Out loud. Cry out in fierce, angry joy that God's shown you the truth and a weapon with which to fight- and make your requests to Him in plain language for the healing of your daughter.
The
parasite battle is one waged with a TON of fear and distress, and that's one trouble an uneducated population simply can't room in their heads in the middle of private war.
Your daughter was sent to the world by her Maker and true Father, and He did not send your daughter here unguarded, unattended. We don't see the Father's messengers with our physical eyes.. it'd be terribly distracting, and the fear and terror and shame that..
well, to say it- the horror you.. and I, and most on this forum feel at understanding, feeling and suffering parasitic infection would be global and public.
Sin is more or less that infection, of course.
Am praying for you...