I am sure others will vouch for me in saying that you have no right to hate yourself for having worms. We can all understand too that you would be worried about your kids but perhaps spare a thought for yourself occasionally - remember that you will be much better able to take care of them once you resolve this worm situation, which will happen once you work out the approach that suits your situation. Don't forget either that we're all here more than happy to offer our support as you fight the nasties..