Thanks for your compassion. I have zero sympathy for myself, accidentally spreading this systemic infection to my most precious loves. I thank you for writing when you did because I just can't stop crying. My children don't deserve this hideous infection. I don't know how to successfully get them the help they deserve. They are in FL with my husband whom neglects my daughter's complaints of worm crawling under skin. I am in SC at my mom's house. She said today that she has lost her daughter (me) and it's true. I will never be the same. Just a mom who accidentally sickened her children and husband. I pray, someway, somehow they can thrive, and have the life I birthed them here to have.
PS so many ppl,including my family, don't believe hyperinfections, dissemination or scattering exists. It does. It's particlarly disturbing to be called "mental" or "delusional" by family, esp when they know that I was on steroids. I just wish they'd believe me. Sorry such long post!