Hi Rob, Life's sometimes tough, isn't? But don't put yourself down!! There is no sense in feeling pitty for yourself no matter what. Appreciate what you have right now (your daughter). Don't say that if you had more money, or your girlfriend you'd be happy. Chances are you would not...Happiness comes from within in an everyday life. That may sound like a cliche but it's from my own experience. I have everything people usualy wish for (youth, beauty, money, degree, family and friends), and I've had depressions for many years now. I am taking steps to recover, and I try hard to enjoy every day. My life is probably easier than yours, and I am not sure how well I'd deal with it if I were you but I really believe that anyone's capable of being satisfied (or even happy) with his/her life as is.
Wish you the best.
J.