am i insane?

Hi, my name is Rob, i`m 27, divorced, single father, whom i only see my daughter every other weekend. I think i am completely depressed and i really don`t know how to cope with it. I have gone through a lot in my life, from being treated like crap, to being cheated on, to losing friends or lovers for no reason. i am not a bad person, or a bad father at all. The only reason why i want to stay alive is because of my daughter. I am lonely (no one to love) yet i am still in love with my ex girlfriend (not the mother of my daughter). she doesn`t want anything to do with me. I think people laugh at me, I think girls believe i am ugly, which it drills into my head that i am. I work midnights, 5 days a week, doing heavy work, yet i don`t like the pay. I don`t have a car, i didn`t graduate highschool, and i have been paying off my debts for the last 5 years. What do I do? Am i going insane? because it sure feels like it. The only person i trust is myself, and I talk to myself, because I am the person who listens... even though it doesn`t help one bit. Please if there is someone out there, that i can talk to, please get back to me. Tweet