Hunter there is more to this than a simple "oopsie" moment. You are free to play with fire and damnation all you want but in our eyes and understanding, we saw you falling away from the faith. We have watched you struggle with different ideas for years. This is not the first time you have done something like this.
Both Rainy and I believed that you told us you were a christian...why is that? How could we have been so wrong? That is because you told us you believed in salvation through Christ and accepted it for yourself. So yes, I feel lied to and I see no reason to say otherwise....that's how I feel. We thought we saw you falling away from the faith.
I will however, continue praying for you and keep hoping that you one day will join Christ with dedication and steadfastness. That you would not shame the name of Christ and lead others astray with false literature....but always know....there is forgiveness in true repentance if you so choose to take Christ as your Lord and Savior. We will be here to rejoice with you when that day comes.