"I just feel like you have deceived, lied and drug us around by the nose playing christian church/family with us, which breaks my heart."
and ........
"Like I said...you can believe whatever you want...but you have numerous times said you were a christian...said you believed in our Lord Jesus Christ....acted like you wanted to be christian family with us."
Do you honestly believe that believing in God makes one a "Christian"?
You could be no further from the truth.
Yes, at times I thought that was the case until I read Christian ideals and the dogmatic rubbish that is attached to it and all I see that you have done is throw a crook around my neck to haul me into your cold, staid, dusty beliefs so that I cannot have the freedom to even breathe.
No Refreshed keep your prison I remain spiritually with God.
You can do what you wish but your meeting with Christ left you thinking that you have the "Holy Spirit" at your disposal.
Like I said if your an example of a Christian then I pray to God for your forgiveness.
The only person that represents a "Christian" to me here is "Rainy" who so humble she still thinks that she doesn't fit the part.
Well I can tell her right now, she is the part for I feel her Christian love oozing all over this website.
I even wish I had her spirit to become what I think is a Christian, but I haven't. So I remain as I am hoping one day that I make it but it's not your kind of Christianity I seek, it's Rainy's.