it is so natural to feel let down. you were shown something and nothing happened - this is the true test of faith, to continue to believe even then! if faith is unconditional (actually one cant have conditional faith) just flow with what is happening and trust. with hind sight you will realize that what ever happened, happened for your best and in the process you learnt a valuable lesson.
dont give up so easily, just flow.
love
seema anand http://www.lookbeyondindia.com