well that is not so, but for the heck of it, let's say I have been brainwashed. I thoroughly enjoy what I believe, so what would be the problem then if everything is how you say it is, that is doesn't matter what one believes. My beliefs don't hurt anyone, I'm a thousand times happier than I was before I had them. I don't force anyone to believe the way I do, although I do like to share them with people in hopes for them to have what I have. So, why would it matter that I believe what I believe, even if it wasn't true. But, of course, it is.:)