Re: hey

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God is not shutting the door on my trip. I don't know why no one listens to me. I'm sorry but thats how I feel. The longer I stay here, the less safe, happy and healthy I will be. I don't have a choice but to leave. I don't have anywhere else to go. I have no job here and can't get a job here. I don't have anywhere to live. I am only visiting family for the holidays. I don't have anywhere else to go after this. This is it for me. My one chance.

I don't mean to sound bitchy. I have to be honest, I don't think curezone is the healthiest place for me right now. Maybe not the internet in general. I always feel really misunderstood. I might not be around for awhile. I'm sorry. I really appreciate your love and your kind words, but I've made it pretty clear that going traveling is a calling from God for me, it's my life, it's all I have. Nothing else matters. I am going to die anyway. I'd rather die living.

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