Re: hey

I know how you feel, I thought I had celiac so I went for 2 years without wheat or gluten and it was a killer. Then when I got candida no sugar and fruit. Then when I got Ms, well you get the picture so the one thing in this life I loved the most, Allah took away. So it is awful, so I had to find other things I could eat like the crunchy bread made with rice flour and tapioca. You are trying to save all your money to leave on and you are stressing out so much. I want to say this nice, but maybe God is shutting the door on your trip for now. Maybe this is happening so you will have to have money to get well on. I am not trying to tell you your life but pray about this Trysten and then what you decide I will back you but sometimes life just isnt what we want. I did not want my husband to die and I hate being bothered by stupid men, I hate men, but that is what life is. I am like a nun. I live alone because I want to not because I haven't had hundreds of chances but this is my choice. Tough yes but Allah opened doors for me and I know this is where I should be. So I am just asking you to pray and then do whatever God wants not what you want. Do what God wants. Cause if you do that, he will give you victory, you will see.

I know I have lived a hard life but a good life. I have everything I need, I have no wants except for a house now, hahahaha. I got my health back but you need money to get your health. You cannot be healthy eating junk and scraps here and there. You have to be on a diet and it takes money. If you are sick you cannot travel. So get well and then travel. Look I got well in less than 2 months. Ok, I know you are tired so don't want you to get stressed. I have to go to sleep.

Good nite. Tweet