Re: Chronic health issue has me contemplating suicide

Hey I totally feel you. I am 20 years old and all my life i've felt kind of funny. I'm really anti-social and shy and nervous. But only recently have I had a UTI that i took Antibiotics for and couldn't get rid of. I was chewing gum (aspartame) because i noticed my breath would smell and then I noticed I was having stomach cramps and gurgling sounds. The doctors kept prescribing me more and more Antibiotics . My teeth started becoming really sensitive and I developed thrush. Then I lost my personality and I feel too nervous all the time and I cannot enjoy things the way I used to be before (which was actually quite minimally but whatever). I went from 112 pounds to 93 pounds. I really want to do a parasite cleanse, but first I'm doing this diet. I have been on it for a month...

I've been taking a lot of supplements. Especially for candida. I have coconut oil and pau d'arco and probiotics and Grapefruit-Seed-Extract and allicin(garlic extract). This is definitely not the only problem i have , but oh well. Going to see if all these things work and if not, I might have to try harder.

I do contemplate suicide a lot but it helps just calling up a friend when you feel that way. I don't know. Tweet