I also think it has to do with the stress I'm dealing with, causing insomnia, that in turn causing the other symptoms. It's a circle I need to get out of. I've also haven't been spending much time with my friends because I'm too worried that if I do, something might happen at home. That's stupid ofcourse and my parents tell me all the time that it's no problem and that they have to be able to handle themselves, because I'm going to live on my own one day.
I'm going to let everything go next week, letting the chips fall as they may. I'll keep my pager close hand incase something happens at home and I think I'm just going to do what I like, do what's necessary for school (but no more) and see what that does for me. I'm also going to look up the therapy and the supplements, because I can use anything that may help me along the way.