Re: Stressed about seeing my sexual abuser, PLEASE HELP

Thank you all,

I will get back with my counselor here at school. Since i went back to college, it's a lot easier to be happy when I'm away from my family as sad as that may sound. I feel happy at school most of the time, and when I start seeing a counselor I start getting sad again, but i'm going to suck it up so I can end my hatred towards men and try to learn to feel comfortable while I'm at home. I think I'm also going tot alk to my mother about Christmas, I don't know how much help that will do, but at least I know that I'm giving some of the responsibilty to the "adult", even though i am one... I just need to gain some more strength to do that.
as for hating seeing my brothers grow up, after coming to school, I realized that I am sick of all boys. My last few relationships have been really terrible which have caused this disliking men to worsen. But you know what, I think I'm going to be ok, until I go home...well see. Thanks again, I really love curezone a lot:)