frustration

It is utter frustration, not necessarily negativity. Is frustration negative? Maybe, but it is an inevitable part of a fruitless 10 year long battle with a very visibly humiliating and terribly painful (physical and emotional) disease.

No, I do not jump onto a new healing modality for a short period of time and then abandon it. I have mentioned before that I have spent 10 years fighting this. This has given me ample time to explore many different treatments! Your assertion is rude, judgemental (when you truly know nothing about me), and ultimately serves no purpose. Thus, it is a ridiculous statement!

Yes, I was thinking about accutane. Merely because I desparately want to avoid more permanent scarring to my face. If you can't understand that...then I'm sorry.

I am not looking for a guarantee! I was looking for some personal stories that may have been similar to mine.

Maybe I seem "impatient" or "negative" in regards to my own struggles but thankfully I am not uncompassionate and judgmental towards other human beings. That would be far worse... Tweet