I vote "Go", and go now and go fast and don't look back. Ladylove said it well.
You are NOT in love with this man. You are in love with a phantom. You are in love with a man who does not exist. You have made up a man and think he lives in the body of this jerk you are with.
Try really hard to hear me, because I know it's hard for you to hear right now...
This guy doesn't love you, never will, will only use you. He is not the man you think he is.