I think the devil might be a parasite
Okay not really but it sure does seems like it sometimes. I can't help but let my mind wander lately. I read somewhere on here that parasites
control or influence what we eat and drink. Could this be what evil looks like in it's physical form? All this time the choice between good and evil was driven by a parasite? I don't know if I buy all of that. I will say that I did have a horrible drinking problem for many years and as I spiraled furthur down the rabbit hole I found myself repeatedly making the same horrible choice to drink and often thought it felt like part of my brain had been hijacked. Now two years into sobriety I find myself seriously ill with these systemic parasites
that don't seem to go away. At times it all seems like a sick joke. I wake up wondering if it all was just a bad dream. Then I find that they are still here. I wonder if I've had them since childhood. I remember my brother and sister and I all had them when we were young. I remember taking these chewable tablets to get rid of them and only once. How could that possibly have killed them? That might explain all the Sugar
cravings we had growing up. That would explain the excessive binge drinking. Maybe it even explains my brother's mental troubles. I don't know how to separate myself from these entities now that I know about them. What was me and what was them?