I am a 56 year old woman from Norway. I began liverflushing in autumn 2013 using
Andreas Moritz Protocol. That was the beginning of a nightmare which I still live in, every day since.
In March 2014 I had just done my 6th liverflush. This flush didn't "behave" as the previous ones, in fact the flush would never end. It felt like hard marbles kept coming out of me both day and night for a whole month. In the toilet I saw big greyish white corns of sand/gravel which sank to the bottom of the toilet.
After 3 weeks I went to the doctor and told her about what had happened. I got some sleeping pills to help me sleep, and about a week later finally the stones stopped coming out. Shortly after I began having unfamiliar sensations. Pulling and stretching sensations all over my upper body. Sensations of having a bag of stones hanging around me that changes position when I change position. I also began having strong pulling sensations from my right shoulder and downwards. This causes me to rotate my right shoulder constantly and uncontrollable, still to this day.
I remember that I panicked and thought I had to stop taking sleeping pills and do another liverflush. Because of bad circumstances in my life at that time, I couldn't do it.
I lost 15 kg in just 4 months because when I ate, it all got worse. The sensations and the pain was unbearable. I became severly underweight. Was sent to the hospital and given more drugs. Then later to a mental hospital. Nobody understood what was wrong. No doctor. Nobody on Curezone. I have been through many examinations: X-ray, gastroscopy, colonoscopy, ultrasound, CT and MRCP. Doctors don't understand me either, because they're not familiar with liverflushing.
In january 2015 I managed to pull myself together. I stopped taking medicine and did a liverflush. 4 days after the flush I got so much better, but it only lasted one day. However now I thought I was on the right track again and started preparing for another flush. To my despair, now I couldn't tolerate the applejuice anymore. It was to strong for my stomach or something. After some time I tried again, but the same thing happened. I got so depressed that I tried to end my life. I didn't succed with this either and ended up in another mental hospital. Of course I was given stronger medication this time (anti depressants, sleepingpills and oxazepam). I was on these drugs for a few months, living like a zombie (I was like another person) always depressed and just looking forward to go to bed.
All this time
Andreas Moritz words have haunted me. He writes in his book that when you start cleansing your liver, you shouldn't stop for a long period of time (as I've done), because then everything will get worse. He also says that if so then it would be better not to start cleansing at all. I've been so afraid for 2,5 years now that this is what have happened to me. Because of this fear I pulled myself together again and wanted to get rid of this anti depressant. It was a hard battle and it took me 3 months. I almost fainted some times, I puked and was very nauseous. Finally I managed to live on just 2 x 10 mg oxazepam and sleeping pills.
I asked someone here on curezone to help me and this kind person has now helped me for 8 months. I thought that if I just did some flushes, I would be better. I've now done 13 flushes since december just by pure willpower. First I need 3 nights and 2 days to get the medicine out of my body, then preparation with malic acid powder solution for 4 or 5 days. During this time I am in hell and can't sleep, or relax and have to force down food. The flushes have been successful, but I never got any better. I just got more pain, so after each flush I had to take sleepingpills and oxazepam again. This kind person here on curezone has concluded that my brain is misfiring pain signals. My friend tells me to fix my nerves by using Brahmi before doing more flushing. I`ve been taking Brahmi now for over a month, but it doesn`t help.
I think I've had a calcified liver. I've read that the liver do this sometimes to protect itself from harmful stuff and medicines. I think it was this protective shield I flushed away in march 2014. This can be compared with major surgery and I think the flush damaged the nerves surrounding the liver.
I've been searching and searching on curezone, but can't find anyone with similar pains as me. Recently I've been reading about nerve pains and I now understand that this is what has been troubling me - or a mix of liver pain and nerve pain. I think that those flushes I did just by pure willpower, have irritated my nerves even more. Also whenever I read on curezone of people complaining about pain, they were always adviced to do another flush. I didn't know my pains were because of nerve damage.
I'm in a very bad situation and I think nerve damage can take many years to heal, if ever. I hope someone here on curezone can give me some advice and comforting words. I feel so alone because I think I'm the only person in the world experiencing this. I can't do any more liverflushes. It 's just too painful for me. How dangerous is it to stop doing them?
Should I take the medicine the doctors say? - and what can I do to reduce the bad effects this will do to my liver? Should I go see a chiropractor? I've had 3 prolapses in my lower back and one little in my neck. I have scolioses and kyphosis. I guess I got all these injuries while I had this protective shield on my liver. Perhaps my body misunderstood something and think my liver is situated all over my upper body? I certainly will tell my doctor to send me to a neurologist. Should I ask my doctor for UDCA ( ursodeoxycholic acid)? Should I take milk thistle along with my medicine? Should I do
coffee enemas once in a while? Eat lots of lentils according to Karen Hurd? Letichin according to coatzalcoatix? Are there any herbs or vitamines that can heal damaged nerves?
If I ever knew this could happen, I would never EVER have began liverflushing. I NEVER imagined things could go so wrong. My life is completely ruined in so many ways. I'm a cripple incapable of living a normal life. Not able to eat the food I used to like, to be social, to go outside, nothing. There is nothing ro remind me that I live except pain night and day. But the worst part is feeling so alone and misunderstood. The pain has led to severe
Depression and anxiety. This has caused doctors to label me as mentally ill, while psychiatrist tell me they can't help me because the pain is physical and I need to talk with my doctor. I've become trapped in the system.
Sorry for this long post, but let my story be a warning. Liverflushing is not for everybody. It can be very dangerous and harmful.