Blog: Cleanse My Bulimic little Secret
by mariposa azul

owning my eating disorder owning my eating disorder

i am bulimic

Date:   12/17/2009 11:22:03 AM   ( 12 y ) ... viewed 2930 times

Going to my doctor today.
I know it will be emotionally draining, yet I am looking forward to it. My dealing/healing from my eating disorder is going slower than I would want, yet I am hopeful and I like the direction I am going. Recovery is on my horizon.
I visualize a life without bulimia & it looks beautiful.

My doc had prescribed the lowest anti-depressants normally given to bulimics and I noticed a difference within 2 weeks of taking the a.d. but even though I was not purging I continued to overeat, which of course led to weight gain!
so i went bact to my eat/purge cycle. Just freaked me out to weigh almost as much as I did when I gave birth to my three babies.
so i am on my way to see my doc. and seek her help.
and that in itself is also huge. i am so used to dealing with my bulimia in secrecy. i am wanting to heal.

i am praying my christmas wish comes true. a life without bulimia....without them knowing i know that it is the best gift that i could ever give my children and my husband and all my loved ones.
the best gift i could ever give myself.

Add This Entry To Your CureZone Favorites!

Print this page
Email this page
DISCLAIMER / WARNING   Alert Webmaster

CureZone Newsletter is distributed in partnership with

Contact Us - Advertise - Stats

Copyright 1999 - 2021

0.172 sec, (2)

Back to blog!
Add Blog To Favorites!
Add This Entry To Favorites!

Comments (10 of 30):
Re: Love Fast Anyo… marip… 10 y
Re: Love Fast Anyo… miata… 10 y
Re: Love Fast Anyo… marip… 10 y
Re: Love Fast Anyo… miata… 10 y
Re: Hoping for ano… geni1 11 y
Re: I live for tod… marip… 12 y
Re: I live for tod… geni1 12 y
Re: owning my eati… geni1 12 y
Re: owning my eati… marip… 12 y
Re: owning my eati… geni1 12 y
All Comments (30)

Blog Entries (12 of 33):
owning my eating disorder o…  12 y
christmas wish  12 y
Still fighting the good fight  12 y
start/stop...start/stop  12 y
I can understand frustation  12 y
Day 3 of my fast  12 y
Fasting - 2nd day  12 y
The Needing and Wanting  12 y
Found strenght didn't know I…  12 y
Feels like food is my enemy …  12 y
In trying times...  12 y
Remembering Dark Days  12 y
All Entries (33)

Blogs by mariposa azul (1):
My Journey to God - 40 days o…  7 y  (12)

Similar Blogs (10 of 185):
Technology Pks  by jeenggg  44 h
photo printing cake…  by giftsvalla  6 d
The ’Creme de la Cr…  by Chef JeM  9 d
Valencia Dental Aes…  by valencia  10 d
Can Drinking Chia W…  by javaburn66tablets  12 d
onlinegenericmedici…  by neiladams2468  18 d
How Does Mycosyn Pr…  by skin4infection  21 d
What is LoRa IoT?  by bluelora  21 d
Generic Pills  by GoldAC  30 d
Nasha Mukti Kendra …  by Nashamuktikendras  31 d
All Blogs (1,019)

Back to blog!