Date: 3/11/2009 7:08:27 PM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 3206 times
I began the freakin' cycle all over again. What the hey! Just when I thought it would be different this last time & it wasn't. I just bugged...sad too. I realize that maybe I can't do this alone...maybe I ought to trust and speak to my Doctor. I am considering it now but I don't know if I can.
I start good, it ends bad. I start good, it ends bad. Crazy eating cycle! Want to be done with it.
One thing I know I Can do right now is continue on with day one of my fast. I am doing a 3 day fast.
So today is not bad...kept busy.
My goal is not so much a long term fast anymore, at least is not for now. My goal right now is to break my addiction to food. I believe that fasting can help me break from my food addiction. I need to work on my issues...God, I have so many :) But I plan to tackle one at a time. I want to learn why & how I ever got this bad. The why of my eating disorder. I will figure it out.
I wonder...are there others here like me?
Knock, knock are u there?...cause I'm here. Maybe we can help each other.
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