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My new fast
The reason why I am fasting until complettion.
Date: 6/18/2009 2:35:26 PM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 69390 times The reason for my new fast is more health reasons now then every before.
I have been doing really well, as that God healed me of my depression just almost 3 weeks ago. It has been absolutely amazing ever since.
Anyone that has suffered depression, know that a person cannot just "snap" out of it. You end up fighting with it all the time, sometimes daily at times.
Well, not me anymore! Yeah!!
Well, I am glad that I was healed of that in order to deal with the new burden that I now carry with faith but without fear.
I found out that I have a high level of abnormal cells when I went to my annual pap smear. Actually, this is the exact wording my paperworks says. "Epithelial cell abnormality, high grade of squamous intraepithelial lesion, severe dysplasia is present"
Of course, I freaked out a bit. My greatest desire is to have children and my grandmother died of Ovarian cancer, so I cried when I read things on google about these abnormal cells.
I must work on this. I have been hard. I have to keep to this. I MUST
My mind is a bit numb now. I am sorry. I will write more later. I am still allowing this to sink in. I am shocked yet I am ok with it as well. It is hard to explain.
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