Day 14 by Sacristia Blog entry

Blog: Walking with God with my Fast
by Sacristia

Day 14

Day 14-Feeling better then ever and I am still going strong and full of energy.

Date: 3/10/2009 12:41:10 PM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 1839 times

Man, yesterday was so very hard. I felt ugly as in meaning horrible beyond all reason. It was the detox so I thought. I wanted to gag all the time when I drank water, if I didn't drink water. I wanted to sleep and if I did lay down my abdomen hurt, most in the intestine area. Early this morning I was thinking as I was laying feel horrible, that the last time I fasted and I felt this way, I did an enema in order to expell the waste that was still in my body that I didn't past yet, and afterwards I felt so much better.

So I decided to give it a whirl to see if it would avleivate the discomfort and nausous feelings I was having. And it did! I did it was 6:30 a.m this moring and almost 7 hours later, I no longer feel ill. And funny thing is that I have only had about 10 ounces of water to drink today, so it wasn't my ketones. I am sure they are still high to a point, but not as high as the toxic items that were in my bowel. I think my body was fighting to expell it and it was making me feel very ill. So the enema really helped wash it out. I only used warm water and just a drop of soap. I read it somewhere to do that. I usually just use warm water only.

Any way, I am ready to jump up and down and running around as if I wasn't ill at all. It IS great.

The blemishes on the back have sprouted and i know more will be coming they always do. At least they are on my back so I can hide them.

Oh, my tonuge is quite coated white and hasn't let up at all. I have had to brush my teeth and tonuge several times a day just to get the nasty taste out of my mouth.

I have noticed that my wrist look very defined as well as when I run my hands over my neck, it is very slender and muscular, without fat. I don't know if it had fat before but I did noticed how impressed I was with it. I am short and I have never thought myself as having a tall or a graceful neck. As well as I can feel my collar bones, but you can't see them if you look at them.

I haven't been too active lately since i was feeling so ill, it started mostly Sunday and was building up until this morning. I tried yesterday to run up a flight of stairs while doing an errund at the Courthouse for the office and when I got up finally, I thought I was going to die of exshaustion. It was a stupid thing to do, but I was trying to have the energy to do stuff like that which I have done in the past. It is amazing now, after the enema, I do have that energy. Go figure.

I weighed myself this morning and I am 114 lbs and man, do my feet look tiny.

I have been reading my Bible alot and talking to God and praying and trying to rebuild my faith. Something just came up which might be an answer to my need of a change, but I am taking it cautiously as it is major, but I am trying to be brave and see it as an adventure rather then something scary. I will be praying all this week about it, due to I have to make a decision by this coming Sunday. And then after that is is all preparation until the deadline hits. I am a bit scared, but how will I ever know if I don't try at at least. I will be praying about it hard and long.

Well that is a enough for now. Nothing else new to report during this day's walk