Hi, your problem sounds very similar to mine. I know how frustrating it can be, because I am in the same boat as you. I have been doing some research and have found some very interesting things. Would it be okay if I emailed you some information I have found regarding my research? Also it would be comforting to talk to someone who is going through the same problems as I am, because I feel like the only person in the world going through this, even on this website (which is awesome) I dont find anyone with problems similar to mine. I left my email above so please feel free to email me.