Wow, your story sounds just like mine! I lost the last 12 years in pretty much the same way!
I was directed to moreless on curezone (he has a website too with all the info you need). You are not supposed to feel ill all the time and you shouldn't - the answer is amazingly simple - go have a look!
I started a month or so ago and am now racing around doing 14 hour days with bundles of energy (even with a struggling liver).
I also went to hypnotherapy to deal with my 'issues' which was interesting and helpful.